"binge" weekend

By fluffums on Mon, 02-20-12, 11:05

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I went on a shopping spree with my sister in law and stayed with my mom...of course, she fed us really well and as a restrictive anoretic, I totally feel like I must have put on 20 lbs in 2 days! Which we all know is total bs. ....
I feel a bit more in control now that I'm back home and can go about things normally.
Does anyone else experience semi-resentment to their parents / room mates / husbands when luxury food / your favorite is plentiful at your home?

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By CK on Wed, 02-22-12, 06:05

It is probably her way of showing she loves you and wanting you to eat and be healthy, she probably knows it is an illusion, but it is her way of trying to reach out and help you get well.

Sometimes I believe in as many as six impossible things before breakfast-Alice in Wonderland

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By StillAching on Wed, 02-22-12, 06:32

Sometimes I do, but more than anything it makes me angry cause they know I like it and make it on purpose. Then I feel so guilty for getting mad at them, because it's not their issue to be dealing with. Do you feel the guilt sometimes? It's constant for me.

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By rachel647 on Tue, 02-28-12, 20:48

Yes! All the time! And i feel horrible after because its not my friends fault and they don't even know about my eating disorder since my family has decided not to tell anyone. I've actually delt with it today, with my friends dragging me to eat at a fast food chinese restuarant instead of eating at the healthy restaurant I originally picked. I felt guilty afterwards, because of what i ate, then because of me silently getting mad at them for "forcing" me to eat there, when in all reality I didn't mind the food itself, i was just scared of it making me gain weight.

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By searching4freedom on Wed, 02-29-12, 05:33

I can really relate to this, feeling so awkward and guilty, yet secretly enjoying what I don't normally allow myself to eat. I don't feel like I deserve it, yet at the same time I just want to be free from all of this and feel Jealous of those that are 'normal' and aren't dealing with this.

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