Someone please help?

By Inspiration15 on Mon, 02-20-12, 10:55

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Well.. I haven't written in a long time.. I feel like I've been losing it. I'm about to graduate from my senior year and everything is just taking a different direction. I've noticed that my friends are no longer the same, they're acting different with me.. I think that they actually got tired of me because of the eating disorder situation. Several times I sent them some text messages saying goodbye, and that I didn't want to live anymore.. , but I was just desperate (Btw this text messages were before they got all weird and got distanced). I don't know what to think.. I mean I'm about to graduate and I feel like I totally messed up. I actually feel like I'm not even important to them. To say more.. one of them used to answer all my texts, even if they were the most stupidest texts, and now when I text her she ignores them. I feel lost. I feel like I lost them. I feel like they're thinking I'm crazy.. the saddest part is that this is all occurring right before 3 months of graduation. Yesterday I had a suicidal thought. I actually went to my dad's room and started looking for his Ambiens, but I didn't found them.. If I would've found them I would've taken them. I feel like I'm almost invisible to my friends.. I'm pretty sure they got tired of me and of the situation and I really don't know how to make it right.. Of course my eating disorder is not because of them, but this situation is really not helping at all. Can someone please help me ?

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By marcie on Mon, 02-20-12, 16:15

Sometimes, not that your friends got tired, they do not know how to help.Talk to your parents and ask them If you can find a good counselor or a therapist, that can help you and guide you, this way you will have the understanding from your counselor or a therapist and a good relationship with your friends. Always remember that you do not want to hurt your parents and also, our lives are precious, try to enjoy every possible moment. Wishing you all the happiness. God bless you.

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