Anorexia Support Group
my doctor once said that i would always have these problems! i believed him. it stuck in my mind.
I feel like i've been lied to, by family,friends,the world,but most of all myself! the truth is harsh.
waking up and letting go is a hard thing to do, maybe today will be different! guess that depends on me! there's hope.
Just feels like constantly hurting and no matter how hard try sometimes, like i'm getting no where with trying to beat this.. more I try the more of a hold it gets
Why is it that I do one good thing for myself and then undo it? I make myself crazy and then punish myself for enjoying. Had a donut today, but then had to find ways of cutting corners after. This stinks
I HATE being like this!! It is driving me absolutely crazy... Why can't I just pick up an apple and take a bite? But NO. My conscious just keeps telling me no, but why do I always listen?! Ugh. Why...???